"Melody Unclear"

What is this melody i Hear?

This constant strong deep desire

Ambiguous yearning so clear

The music keeps calling but

I run out of fear, fear of

disappointment, failure and demise

Hidden emotions, tears and silent cries

My only escape through paper and pen

Where do i began? With the who's

the wheres the whats the whens?

Depending solely upon the desires at heart

With which i cant seem to part with

I guess I'm going through the phase

Knowing that there has to be a way

Like a butterfly when it undergoes transformation

From the pupil during transmogrification

The coming change is still but an idea

Each stage becoming more clear

The next step is to make my idea a reality

Skipping all negativies and formalities

Now I can share my ideas with the world

Spread my wings and fly

I still hear the melody

But now i understand why

This poem was written in conjunction with what I have been feeling lately, there's a time in every one's life when you are hesitant in pursuing all your dreams and aspirations due to fear of failure. But I've grown to learn that "IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO SUCCEED UNTIL YOUR DESIRE FOR SUCCESS EXCEEDS YOUR FEAR OF FAILURE"